Archive for December, 2006

Out in the open

Thursday, December 28th, 2006

Hey all.

A family is something that will never be perfect. There never was, is or will be a normal or perfect family. Each family has members, and every member contribute a little something no matter how small it is.

I love my family. No matter how strong the gales blow, no matter how hard the rain falls, at the end of the day, I still love my family. As always, I can expect myself at times of bull-headedness to deny this in future, but I know when that moment comes again for a visit, I do love them. Truly.

Love to my family >>>Ayah,Mak,Along,Alin,Tina & Aica

Know that I love you guys always…Muaxx!

>Aain<

Dangnammit!

Monday, December 25th, 2006

Okay, first and foremost, I just want to say the world is grey. Yup.

Grey.

Not because it’s boring (though I’m very much tempted to say so), but because everything is made up of certain percentages of black and white. Black represent bad, white, naturally represents good. Okay, so why the sudden interest, you ask? Well, it’s because I was up in my room today, thinking who was right and who was wrong in this old argument I once got involved in (and yes, it was resolved, though only out of politeness on my behalf, I assure you -we’ve never spoken to each other since that matter was resolved…anyway) that I thought this person does have some good in him/her and the same goes for me too. However, there was also some evil in him/her and not surprisingly, so do I.

So yes, this simple philosophy had come to me suddenly, (not to say, of course, that I haven’t understood it before, just never fully considered it very important…I hope you understand) and I have come up with this:

that nobody is perfect, all have their flaws and outstanding values worth noting, and that it is up to us to not only say that we understand it, but embrace it as our own standing . PLUS, learn to forgive (I don’t say forget because I suspect that I myself find that very hard…and besides, I don’t like being a hypocrite..)

So yes, I’m grey, you’re grey. We’re all grey. As to the composition of black and white, that differs; and I, like my very annoying self, shall leave you to ponder what is yours.

>>>Aain.

p/s: I suspect I’m 61.2% black and 38.8% white myself, actually.

p/s 2: Excuse the way I speak (write) today. I just finished a novel set in 18th century, so yeah, it’s weird. Right.

*coughs to break awkward silence that ensued*

Bye.

A Sullen Friday

Friday, December 22nd, 2006

Tomorrow is Saturday. Today is Friday. I know this because I checked my calender. If not for that, I wouldn’t have known. It’s not that I care, really. The border between days are blurred, filled with boredom and delirium. I’m still not doing anything worthy to talk of yet, and looking at the pace I’m going, I doubt it’ll be soon.

Today, I changed the elastics on my braces to pink. It’s a change from green. Whoopee.

Anyone reading this must be bored, and I’m sorry to inflict upon you such pain and horror. Thanks anyway, and God Bless.

Muaxx,

Aain.